thats a nice facebook status it was also nice on tumblr with 6,000 notes
i want someone to kiss me but i don’t want to get pregnant
"I am a Vocaloid fan and I am proud of it. Some people may think it’s weird and annoying but who cares? Without Vocaloid, I am still lost within the vicinity of reality and reality is harsher than just staring, listening, and admiring Vocaloids. I’d rather drown myself on a music that I barely understand, and stare at the cute graphics rather than sulking and worrying on problems all day. Vocaloid makes me happier. And everybody wants to be happy. What rights do you have to judge us, Vocaloid fans?"
— (via endlessvocaloidromance)
I’m not the kind of person who would cover everything with a smile. You can wear all these pretty clothes, prepare yourself to look nicely done, fake a glowing happiness to show to everyone, but deep down inside you feel dead and the only thing that shows the truth is the look in someones eyes. That you can never hide.
At those moments, I would want to let everything all out, but you can’t at some point. Maybe feeling worried, discouraged, helpless and you just want to be strong for once. Though the one thing I absolutely hate is not being able to cry. When you’re pushed upon your limits, building up so much pressure and burdens upon yourself, you wouldn’t be able release yourself from this small cage you’re locked in on.
I’m not sure why but I love being upset. That lonely vunerable feeling, my throat tightening up, that ache in my chest, my loss of breath… of course, I wouldn’t like it during that moment but after that, it’s what makes me go through tomorrow and the days after that.
Sure, it’s probably weird. Maybe I’m too “sensitive” or “over dramatic” but without going through all these stressful moments, I’ve never would have been able to build up the courage and the strength to face my mistakes.
my favorite thing about tumblr is you can have a really meaningful and personally significant post followed immediately by a post about butts and no one questions it or finds it unusual
do you me know who is beautiful?
read the third word
(Source: foreveralone-lyguy)
